it feels so empty here

i am lacking something i don't know exists


my spirit has left or it is returning to itself

quiet please 

leave each moment alone 

it is what i am now

a vague presence of pure sensation

or i am nothing at all

My personal prayer for 2019:

to become the most loving, love-filled, compassionate being possible before the end of this incarnation.


According to Lenin, the revolutionary project means to begin from the beginning over and over again.  He says this is a more radical and effective approach.  It is not a gradual process, but a repetitive movement - a movement of repeating the beginning again and again.

I return to the starting point and begin again in each and every moment.